I will not be sharing Ken’s thoughts for the next few days, perhaps I will be resuming on Tuesday of next week.
I feel badly about this because I share his commentary not just for all of you, if you’re inclined to read all or part of it, but, also, obviously for myself too.
Helps me to remember the metaphysics of the Course and reduce the amount of fear I have when earnestly trying to practice.
He does repeat himself, how could he not, Jesus does throughout the Course as we who are on this journey need that amount of repetition, well, I certainly do.
I am feeling abjectly overwhelmed.
Our nephew, Matt, flies in this afternoon, he’s staying with us until Monday, his sister, Stef, arrives tomorrow afternoon with her husband and kids, they’re staying at a hotel nearby. Lindsay is having her baby today.
Lawn needs to be mowed, groceries purchased, sheets changed….and, frankly, I am dealing with a spouse who is or appears to be miffed at all this seeming upheaval and chaos.
Of course, I am projecting in this moment all over him, I see that.
So today and subsequent days, I will attend to peace, I will make it my priority, I will rest when I can, don’t know how that will play out.
And, again in the name of total honesty, I am exhausted.
My need to please/accommodate/make others happy has kicked in. OMG, it’s this need to sacrifice, that just now came to me.
Goodness, what a realization!
Yep, will look at that today.
I fear my shutting down because I’ve decided my husband is being contrary, maybe it’s me who is being such!
Have a lovely day!
Forgive me for not posting Ken’s thoughts, please and thank you!